Thursday, August 02, 2007

Tribute to Smoothy


I wuz at Mid Valley yesterday, attending a reunion with my former classmates when my son called me. He said he saw our cat, Smoothy wuz run over by school van in front their school. At first, I thought he might be mistaken Smoothy with other cat. Until I reached home in the evening, my daughther has confirmed about Smoothy sudden demise. For a second, I wuz speechless and refused to say anything about Smoothy. But the true facts, I feel really sad that her life ended in such a tragic accident.

Before I went to sleep last nite, I saw my other cat - Nemo wuz sitting quietly at the sofa. I brought him to my sons' room where he has his fav spot. Later when I went to check on my daughters, I felt that he bite my toe. I cuddle him and saw his sad face. I looked into his eyes, and I saw his sorrows. I think he know about Smoothy's death. They were closed before I left Smoothy at my children's school. I tried to console Nemo, but at the end M the one who shed tears for the thought that if Smoothy still with us, she's still breathing.

To Smoothy, I regret for what I've done to you. I feel sorry and really sad you have to endure such pain - being run over by a van. I know, by now you will be well taken care up there. Smoothy.. life isn't smooth like your name.. but now you've gone smoothly..

Smoothy, I LOVE YOU and gonna MISS you...

p/s : This is my 1st time crying for the death of my cat. I didn't feel this sad, when my beloved cat - Tutu gone missing last year.

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Happy Birthday Gal !!!

My first birthday wish this year came from my younger sis, thanks sis.. u alwayz there during my happy & sad moments. Later, other smses & phone calls from frenz & family. Been waiting for mom & dad to call me, which they've never failed so far. Didnt want to call them, as I knew I will alwayz cry whenver they wish me happy birthday. And I did again when they called later in the evening. Dunno why, my heart really sank every time dad wish me happy birthday, happiness and some advices. Dear Mom & Dad, I really missed you.

We brought the kids to Malacca Zoo today, and they really had fun although they're tired after 2 hours walk. Had lunch and head back to our castle.. We went to the A Famosa Waterpark a day b4, and as usual the kids love the water.

I didnt remind them of my birthday, but my eldest finally got to know after reading smses from my frenz. He tolds his siblings and they ask whether I want any birthday kids. It's ok dear kids, mama is fine without any cakes and candles. Having you is more than enuf.

~ Phlox, A Journey
until she stops somwhere...

Monday, April 02, 2007

How to be a Better Husband/Boyfriend

I found this among of my note papers near my puter.. I normally will jots down some websites, quotes & tips while browsing. I can't really remember from which website that I extract this article, these are the tips given :
  1. Be spontaneous (and I love surprises too.. )
  2. Spot small changes on her, e.g. highlight on the hair, new earrings, or she has loose some weight (oohh.. I wud appreciate that)
  3. Complement her evry now & then (I love complement too..)
  4. Challenge her to motivate for the better (errkk.. I hate d challenge !!)
  5. Remind her of her beauty or specialty by sending cards, emails or little note (oohhh.. that's sweet !!)

~ Phlox A Journey, until she stops somwhere...

Friday, March 30, 2007

Get to Know Geminian..

The Gemini Woman
May 21 - June 21

The Gemini is bright and aware. Like speedy Mercury, she seems to know exactly what is going on and where things are at all times. She enjoys helping others, and takes pride in her many abilities. Like a magician, she can juggle multiple tasks with ease, and is known for her skill and dexterity. She may be a writer, humorist, politician, handyperson, electrician, teacher, reporter or office worker. Gemini is practical, yet flighty. She needs movement, communication and travel lest she become bored.

The Gemini is a kind of dual soul. She can possess two opposing thoughts simultaneously, and reconcile them perfectly in her mind. She often voices different ideas and opinions and seems to be changing her mind, but in reality she is merely sharing her musings and decision making processes. To the ever positive thinking Gemini, every option has its advantage, and choices can take time.

Gemini has the unique ability to see both sides of any situation, and this makes her an excellent mediator or debater. She has a great understanding and appreciation for human nature. She loves people and values friendship, and so may actually go in two or more directions at once in order to satisfy everyone. If anyone can pull it off, it's Gemini. She is a natural politician.
In love, the Gemini's partner must be able to keep her entertained. She needs conversation, fun, changes and mental stimulation. She can be counted on to be clever, insightful, funny, witty and always a helpful friend.

How to Treat Your Gemini

Your Gemini is a gem, a treasure trove of knowledge, wit and bouncy friendship. The local happenings are a must to know. How to go about doing almost anything? Just ask your two-for-the-price-of-one friend! Quicksilver in his veins, wings on her shoulders, the world moves at jet speed for your Gemini, and you must be able to think and react quickly if you want to keep up!

Like all Air signs, your Mercurial man or maiden thrives on information. Emotional matters may be viewed philosophically, logically or with refreshing humor. You won't find him sulking in a corner... everything must be discussed... hiding won't do! Your Gemini is especially attuned with friendship, and may seek many viewpoints and opinions from a multitude of acquaintances. He can bend with the wind - so do have patience.

You may be confused at times when your Gemini changes her mind, makes multiple plans or takes off suddenly. Gemini wants to befriend nearly everyone, and may sometimes even tell a little white lie in order to maintain good feelings. So, here are some pointers for keeping your sanity...

Feed your Gemini with the joy of your laughter. Talk to your Gemini - be open. Pull him back to you when he strays to other friends. Call him on his tiny little deceptions. Allow your Gemini to have other friendships, within reason. Be amazed and in awe of his knowledge!

Enjoy the fun and friendship your Gemini has to offer. Treat her with genuine love and respect. Take joy in her wit and spare-of-the-moment activities. You will be richly rewarded with the fruits of her mental musings, fun times, delicious humor, silliness and true, true friendship.

The Inner-self
Adaptability is the keynote of this Sign. Gemini individuals are not only versatile, but are quick to grasp situations and will act on the spur of the moment, often very effectively. The essence of the Gemini character is expressed in joy, yet there can be moods of dark despair. This Sign is something akin to a house divided against itself, with the twin stars of the ruling constellation endowing the Gemini native with a most perplexing duality, although cases of true split personality are comparatively rare among subjects who fall under the jurisdiction of this Sign. Nonetheless, the Gemini mind does run to contradictions and when Gemini individuals go to such extremes, they manage to make their policy sound plausible (at least to their own satisfaction). Gemini natives are imaginative, generous and affectionate, but their frequent desire for change often makes them dissatisfied with existing conditions. Friends of those born under this influence of this Sign love the cheerfulness, quick wit and lively mind inherent in the Gemini make-up, but are often puzzled by the displays of withdrawal which are also a feature of this Zodiac Sign.

Once the urge toward any given project has lessened or the project itself seems outworn, Gemini individuals will drop it for something more novel or more intriguing. These people are popular and quick to acquire new skills but, as a result, are sometimes content with superficial knowledge and halfway results. They are, nevertheless, clever individuals and can easily cover or excuse their faults without ever intending to correct them. There is a natural talent in Gemini natives for driving a good bargain and while they may be primarily looking out for themselves, they are usually very helpful to others, often giving them ideas and offering them opportunities. In short, due to an insatiable urge to invade new territory, the Gemini individual tends to be free with what he or she does not need or want and may frequently neglect or reject much that could be useful and/or valuable.

Experience means little or nothing to Gemini subjects. They feel sure of themselves without it and on occasion, achievement of ambition may be a prelude to disappointment. Thus, Gemini individuals should use will power to curb the inherent scattering of activity, or it will tell upon them and deny them the contentment that should reward their efforts. If those who fall under the jurisdiction of Gemini are able to find the right niche and concentrate upon that goal, then they are more likely to find happiness. However, Gemini natives are prone to being unconventional and skeptical, possessing the habit of blowing hot and then cold. The friendly attitude of such people may shift to mistrust if problems are encountered, and their keen foresight may suffer through over-enthusiasm, which could lead to allowing real opportunities to languish while they pursue something else. Above all, Gemini natives should never waste what has been gained, for each success is pictured as a building block to something bigger and often, the obstacles that could ruin such hopes are overlooked. In short, those governed by Gemini should make the most of it while they can and remember that alhough they have been born under two lucky stars (instead of just one, like most others), this double luck can run out and result in nothing.

Mercury (Gemini's ruling planet) makes the Gemini personality dominate the looks of such individuals and they possess a fundamental attraction that is sometimes translated as personality, sometimes sex-appeal and sometimes leadership. Mercury is also responsible for Gemini's love of travel...new places, new people and new scenes all appeal to the Gemini individual as much as do new ideas. Gemini subjects receive stimulation from the world around them...rather like a butterfly which reaches out its sensitive antennae. This is transposed by Gemini (for the benefit of others less fortunate) into words, descriptions and joyful gossip. However, it is important for Gemini individuals to be in touch with those who understand them. If not, then there is a tendency to wilt and undergo an intellectual suffering that few will be able to fully comprehend. Gemini's reach for the perfect human relationship will probably mean that such an individual is constantly disappointed until he or she realizes that there truly is no such thing as a "perfect relationship." Indeed, it may be Gemini's secret fear that he or she will never find a true "soul-mate" for life.

Perhaps the worst fault of a Gemini individual is to shirk responsibility. There is a tendency here to want everything to go smoothly and according to plan without any personal effort. The emotions of Gemini natives can lead to exhaustion and worry without actually getting on with the job. The greatest Gemini talent is the effect this character has on others...and he or she must always be in contact with others. Gemini individuals need constant feedback for the good of their souls. While disappointment in the reactions of others may make Gemini natives sulk for a period of time, they do not harbor a grudge and so tend to keep their wide circle of friends. In addition, Gemini individuals usually have a very good vocabulary and an originality of expression when talking, coupled with an amusingly biased outlook on varying human situations. With regard to serious issues, however, Gemini is invariably scrupulously fair and unbiased. Those born under this Zodiac Sign should follow their twin stars by keeping the wide range of their interests alive. It is important that no stagnation be allowed to occur. It is also important for Gemini natives to curb the temptation to dissipate energy through having too many trivial interests and becoming disorganized...notes should be kept, lists should be composed and plans should be carefully laid. Unfortunately, this is often difficult for the mercurial-natured Gemini individual to accomplish.

In business, Gemini persons fit almost anywhere. They are good salesmen, promoters and often successful speculators. They do equally as well in advertising, publishing, television, transportation and other fields where they must keep up with modern trends. As teachers, writers, artists and politicians, Gemini individuals possess both the right attitude and aptitute to succeed. In business associations, Gemini tends to work well with Taurus, for persons born under that Sign of the Zodiac are usually receptive to Gemini notions and will have the stamina to see them through. The balanced nature of Libra and the straight-shooting qualities of Sagittarius make both of these Signs good business partners for those governed by Gemini. One of the strongest business combinations, however, is that of versatile Gemini and conservative Cancer since, in this instance, the latter serves strictly as a counter-balance rather than a "drag."

~ Phlox A Journey, until she stops somwhere...

Gemini vs Virgo

The attraction of Virgo to Gemini will probably be that of giving the appearance of being solid and dependable, which represents security, and the willingness to do anything for the loved one. Virgo can provide a scope for the Gemini intelligence, as well as mental stimulation. However, with the passage of time, the Gemini partner will likely become restless due the Virgo inability of going along with Gemini's rather unorthodox ideas and the Virgo partner's sensible approach to matters may well prove to be a deep-seated cause of rancor in Gemini. In addition, the somewhat petty attitude of Virgo regarding finances will also become irritating and may breed a good deal of resentment on the part of Gemini toward the Virgo partner. The critical attitude of Virgo may be another bone of contention, which will invariably cause some distress to the Virgo partner...particularly since those governed by this Sign seldom recognize this trait in themselves. Due to the Gemini lack of being constant in most things, Virgo will certainly come to doubt the Gemini partner's ability for anything but self-love. This could result in a claustrophobic reaction from Gemini to the Virgo mate's insecurities and could bring about violent actions on the part of Gemini. Initially, the physical attraction between these two will be strong, but when Gemini feels that his or her ego is threatened, then it is easy for the Gemini native to turn off desire for the person perceived to have given the offense. While this is unlikely to bother the Virgo partner, Gemini may go in search of love elsewhere.

Crucial to the survival of the Gemini/Virgo relationship is that each individual take time to learn about the other's approach to life and love...and to remember that the attitudes of both are worth understanding. It is in the Gemini nature to see both sides of any given story, but there is a tendency to vacillate between two courses of action and on occasion, the Gemini native does seem to possess a split personality. This match will be greatly strengthened when steady Virgo can provide one aspect of the Gemini character with a firm and emotional anchor, while allowing the other aspect of the Gemini personality to flit about at will. However, Virgo may be a little too serious and demanding for Gemini...especially if this occurs early in the relationship, before Gemini has fully committed. If the Virgo partner can just give it some time, there is a good chance that things will smooth out. Nonetheless, the approaches to life are vastly different here and mutual acceptance can be difficult to come by...particularly since Virgo tends to be so critical and exacting. The Gemini partner is sure to strain against Virgo's ultra-practical stance in the world and the Virgo partner will certainly tire quickly of Gemini's flighty ways. Still, there is much this pair can teach one another. Virgo can help Gemini to be more involved in life and see the depths of ideas rather than simply the surface. In turn, Gemini can help bring some fun and excitement to Virgo's world.

Both Gemini and Virgo are ruled by the planet Mercury. However, Gemini represents the masculine aspect of this planet, while Virgo represents the feminine aspect. Mercury in and of itself is androgynous. Virgo desires a dependenable partner and therefore, uses the penchant for clear communication toward forming the perfect relationship. Gemini is more intellectually focused than Virgo, but is blessed with the gift of relating to others. Gemini is governed by the element of Air while Virgo is governed by the element of Earth. Thus, Virgo is practical, direct and precise, always questioning whether something will aid in the achievement of life's goals. Gemini moves through life relying upon the power of the mind, seldom wasting time on focusing upon goals...simply journeying wherever the mind might lead. The fussy and critical nature of Virgo, coupled with the aloof detachment and capriciousness of Gemini, can create problems for both partners. Virgo will need to understand that Gemini's flirtatious nature in no way affects feelings related to the relationship...and Gemini must help foster that understanding courtesy of both words and deeds. Gemini and Virgo are both Mutable in quality. Thus, both partners will be quite flexible and able to adapt to change at a moment's notice. Unfortunately, both are also prone to be wishy-washy...Gemini due to incessant intellectual ruminations and Virgo due to a penchant for analysis as opposed to action. Perhaps the major benefit of this pairing is the security each partner can provide to the other...once Virgo allows Gemini to commit willingly to the relationship. Provided this couple communciate and use the powers afforded by Mercury effectively, this could be a gratifying union.

In essence, this combination is not normally a recommended match in terms of longevity. The Gemini desire for change would eventually prove too much for the realistic nature of Virgo. Both partners here desire nice things, are concerned with cleanliness and possess a mutual desire for friends and associates who engage in intellectual matters...but for this union to be successful, Virgo would have to endure the seemingly hair-brained schemes of the Gemini partner and Gemini would need to deal with Virgo's critical eye.

Better Than Me

http://tinyurl.com/2yntjq
Another song by Hinder..

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I woudn't miss you
But I remembered
What if feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
what it feelsl like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way you innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)

~ Phlox A Journey, until she stops somwhere...

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Lips of An Angel

One of my fav song, by Hinder. Honey, if U happened to hear this song while driving, juz remember me !
Lips of An Angel
Honey why are you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
ith the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late.........
~ Phlox A Journey, until she stops somwhere...

Wud U Buy Me Sexy Lingerie, Dear ……????

I hardly believe this.. dear boss bought lingerie for his staff, of-course he didn’t buy it for me.. ha ha.. if he buy it for me, may be I juz shut my mouth & keep it as my dark secret.. LOL..

Is he having an affair now ?? With his own staff ??? I juz cudn’t believe this as I far as I knew him for past 3 years, he always mentioned about his wife. His wife this.., this wife that… bla.. bla… Seems like his wife meant evrything for him. All of us alwayz envy his wife for having such a loving & loyal husband.. who bought her brand new A-series Merz after her sportlight red Jazz. Not to mention her brand new jewelry, branded handbags & designer watches. Spent thousands for her body treatment at the slimming centre, pay for her skin whitening programme. Ho.. ho.. he told us how his wife skin been more fairer, not only for her face, but the whole body.. And all of us said, "Wooooooowwwww….. !!!!!!"

And today, the word ‘Woooooooooooooowwwww …. !!’ splurted again from our mouth when we hear this lingerie story.. The funny thing, being his secretary I’ve never noticed of his changes. Ha ha.. probably bcoz I never observe him not like the my other dept gals who would notice whatever my boss wear to work. Don’t ask me which designer watch he wear today, as I never seems to bother the colour of his shirt today.. LOL !!!

Whatever it is.. he’s in the cloud nine but not his so-called ‘girlfren’. She juz wanna have some fun while her hubby fly, being a pilot. I guess my boss juz had a culture shock. Imagine all this while, his life only devoted to wifey and suddenly when there’s a young pretty chick seducing him.. he realized how wonderful & colourful life wud be.. ermm…. Anything cud be possible in this world..

~ Phlox A Journey, until she stops somwhere....

Friday, March 23, 2007

M A Woman.. Hear Me Roar...

Can U hear me roar...??? Grrrrrrrrrrrr.... Grrr..... do my roar sounds like a female lion or izzit like a manja pussycat.... grrr.... grr....

Ho ho.. I guess my level of patience while driving were low.. at times, I juz cudn't stand people who drove like 'kura-kura' infront me in early morning.. Heyyyy.. not only U driving to work in the morning & using this 18 km one lane highway.. (errkk.. wud that one lane road consider a highway..?? whatever laa !!) I wuz waiting patiently for the traffic light turn green when I saw there's a space for me to 'cilok' on the left. And zoooommm... I did. Lucky my little car's brake still working and worked wonderfully - stop at the right time. A stupid male driver in grey Gen2 try to 'cilok' too while I driving too fast. I honked at him and stared at him & said..' hoiii.. tak nampak kaa...?' ha ha.. pity that young man, seeing this garang lady shouting at him.. kih kih...

Few days b4, M mad at one lady driver driving a Waja next to me.. We're heading slowly towards a roundabout near Kayangan. Imagine, she manouvered her stering to left and cut my lane, not even checking her side mirror.. Lucky enuf, I drove less than 10km/hr and I have suspected that she wanted to cut into my lane.. Heyyy.. pleazzz... whether U R a Man or a Woman, do check properly b4 cut to other ppl's lane.. I feel like I want to stop her and confront her.. but what I did, I juz honked at her & show my fists - erkk I shud show her my stering lock I guess hik hik.. Too bad, she not even bother to look at me.. Takut maybe....

Ho.. ho.. Now I sound more like a road bully gal, hik... hiik...

~ Phlox A Journey, until she stops somwhere....

Men.. The Funny Species

Ha ha.. sometimes I do find MEN is such a funny species available.. at one time, they are the one who are very fierce.. within a minutes turn to be very romantic.. at time they are the most caring person, and within a second they might be the last person who have a symphaty in their hearts.

But one of the other character that I wud highlight today.. sometimes they act like a CHILD... want their mommies' attention to pacify them, to cool them off. Why I said that.. ?? Dear darling wuz merajuk few days ago.. juz bcoz I said my body is aching after a hectic in the office when he ask me for a massage for his shoulder.. Thou I offer to massage him that night, he refused.. oh dear.. very manja U.. merajuk yea.. Lucky, the next day I managed to cool his merajuk and gave him a massage - a full MASSAGE - in & out !!!

Again.. he merajuk again last nite as I wanted to watch ER @ Hallmark after Pam Andersoon/Tommy Lee video. I knew he had somting in mind but I want to catch a glimpse of Dr Mark Greene. For that reason, he wake me up roughly after the alarm rang.. I knew, that's d sign of his 'angry' or merajuk.. So, had to seduce him this morning for a quickee.. he he I wanna a have a gud happy weekend beb !!! And for that reason, I drove to work like hell this morning.. ho.. !!! ho.. !! ho.. !!!!

~ Phlox A Journey, until she stops somwhere....

Get to Know Me.. Gemini Lady

I copycat this from Nan's blog, posted by Al Pacino.. sorry Nan.. curik from there he he.. U dun mind rite.. I dun really sure there what the article below said the correct thing about the Gemini Lady.. may be more or less, not 100% true..

The Gemini female is symbolic of the modern intelligent woman, questioning every convention and/or tradition. She is fun to know, although sometimes difficult to pin down. Her view of life is quite original and her mental qualities are first-class, but she is blessed with a light touch and is never boring. She likes to try out her ideas in conversation, flitting from one topic to another. Entertaining and amusing others is this female's idea of how to spend a pleasant evening. Still, she never imposes her views upon those around her, however forthright they may be. Perhaps the worse fault associated with this woman is a strange elusiveness that could be interpreted by some as the shelving of responsibility. Charming and lovable, she is not keen to adopt the more serious tasks of life prematurely and is never ready for an early long-term relationship. Indeed, it is preferable that this female remain unattached during her twenties so she can eventually settle down a little later in life with few regrets. The woman governed by this Sign needs constant change in order to be happy and if she is unable to change her scene, then she will change the cast of characters by keeping a variety of friends on a merry-go-round of entertaining...although not usually of a very elaborate scale. As a sweetheart, she is stimulating and never tedious. However, she is frequently somewhat undomesticated...or at least not particularly interested in the practical mechanics of running a household. Indeed, the Gemini woman's ideal home is a place where her family can feel free and relaxed, especially in expressing their individualities. As a mother, she is great fun but not always tolerant. In essence, her patience tends to run out rather quickly.First and foremost an intellectual, the female ruled by Gemini will maintain her outside activities while in a long-term relationship. Of course, such activities may consume a great amount of time and a partner may resent this diffusion of interests. However, if there is to be harmony in the home, this condition had best be treated with tact. The Gemini woman is often talented in some well-paid line of employment...for she is not the long-suffering type who will work for next-to-nothing. Consequently, she has been referred to as mercenary. Indeed, she does rate herself very highly and demands compensation for her efforts. Refined and meticulous with an abhorrence for untidiness, the female governed by Gemini seldom undertakes her own work, instead directing efficiently and commanding obedience. This is a scintillating, well-informed and worldly soul who shines brightly in society. There is a certain flirtatious nature here but it is usually being employed in order to sharpen the wits and enjoy a battle of words. The common sense and protective instinct of this woman is exceedingly strong and she would never sacrifice a worthwhile relationship for one that she knows to be no more than a little conversational romance.

~ Phlox A Journey, until she stops somwhere...

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Rainy Days

It been rainy for past two mornings... urghhh... how i wish it will still rainy during the weekends, so I can still curls up in the bed, laying next to dear hubby & feel his warmth...

but still today gotta work & it spoil my day when i got to write my name for being late 5 minutes... !!!!

~ Phlox A Journey, until she stops somwhere...

Monday, March 05, 2007

Bad Day Thou’…

I guess I had to learn on some anger management or izzit today is simply my bad day..
Early in the morning, I simply had a grumble with him when he asked me for a small change for fifty note. Why must burden all those school fees on me, aren’t he earning much more than me..

Life is office pretty well in the morning, until sis called for a chat. She has promised me to go to ‘somewhere’ during lunch, yet she wanted to call it off. She asked me to do it on my own, when I can’t. I guess I put my pride very high up, until I can’t do this without her help. To think about it, yeapp what she said pretty true.. I have to put my pride down, which I didn’t want to do it.

Submitting my leave form for tomorrow afternoon. I need a break. In fact, I juz hope if I cud go on leave this afternoon but cudn’t find where’s my boss whereabout. Am not sure what M gonna to do tomorrow, probably a visit to my elder sister’s shop, or visit my auntie for some massage or juz for a window shopping juz to cool me off.

- Phlox A Journey, until she stops somewhere....

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Fierce, Doesn’t Mean Have No Soft Spot..

My office colleagues wuz on their way down for their lunch when they heard someone talking on handphone near the staircase, with such a loving voice. And been ‘pasang’ their telinga.. LOL !!

Here’s the excerpt.. (more or less)

Someone : U R doing your hair, Honey .. ?

The Other Party on the HP : bla.. bla.. (cudn’t hear maa…)

Someone : How long U need to do your hair..??

The Other Party on the HP : bla.. bla.. (cudn’t hear maa…)

Someone : Errr.. Honey, do U really need to do your hair today ???

The Other Party on the HP : bla.. bla.. (cudn’t hear maa…)

Someone : But we’ve planned to have lunch together today, Dear..

The Other Party on the HP : bla.. bla.. (cudn’t hear maa…)

Someone : Ok.. Ok.. Then I shall wait until U finished do your hair.

The Other Party on the HP : bla.. bla.. (cudn’t hear maa…)

Someone : Honey, do U need a small bite ? U might feel hungry. What if I arrange @##$ to send U something to salon ?

The Other Party on the HP : bla.. bla.. (cudn’t hear maa…)

Someone : Ok Honey, take care.. I’ll shall wait for you at the restaurant.. Miss You..

Guess who ??
It’s our MD talking to his Mrs, we guess.. or cud it be his mistress.. ?? hik hik.. Anything cud be possible !

What I want to point out here that, he is someone everybody in the company try to avoid for his fierceness & harsh words. A call from his secretary, wud mean U R summoned to his office and be prepared to answer this querries.. But now, we’re hearing the different side of him.. from such a fierce person who like to bark at you at any time, to a sweetest ever person when talking to his Mrs..

U R lucky Anna, for having such a loving hubby !!!

~ Phlox A Journey, until she stop somwhere...

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Hey.. I Got the Lowest Percentage !!!

I got my increment letter last week. Same goes to Ida. But Grace, Shirley & Angie hasn't get theirs until I wuz away on sick leave. Shirley called me while M at home. 'Dear Boss' has no choice but to bring up the their increment letters to their rooms. Initially we read that our 'Dear Boss' wanted us go down and collect our letters ourselves. But the girls are smarter, they don't mind getting their letters much later as we already know what to expect.. It will be within 4 to 5% only.

To my surprise, Grace are the superstar.. probably 'Dear Boss' like her new wavy curls and gave her 7%. Angie got 5%, Shirley has 4.7%, Ida shud be 4.2 or 4.5% as she didn't really happy with what she had. And his 'beloved secretary' being top of all.. only get 4.5% !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sad.. sad... after all I expected it already.. U juz wait 'Dear Boss' when I had my new appointment letter, I'll sure tell you that I deserved to earn more than what you think I deserve to earn. Hellooo... pleeasse... M a Diploma holder yeah, 'Dear Boss' !

Urgkkk... I hate these !!!!

~ Phlox A Journey, until she stops somwhere...

M Down !!!

Dunno why, today I feel very down.. probably bcoz M not too well these days. I wuz on MC for 2 days, having fever, running nose, headache & cough. The 2 days wuz spent either at my bed or at the sofa, lying down while watching the tv. A day b4 that, I spent my day with my elder & younger sisters gallavanting at 1-Utama, The Curve & Ikea.. ha ha.. probably age is catching up, after spending 6 hrs shopping I got this fever.. ha ha.. getting old.

I can’t slept last nite, not until 4 am. I’ve taken my medicines much earlier at 8 pm, so I guess I shud be snoozing at my bed by 10 pm. I didn’t expect I can’t sleep at all. I felt my head getting heavy, so I tried to sleep in my doters’ room after my younger doter sneaked on my bed. After much forcing, I managed to get a 2 hours sleep b4 dear darling wake me up at 6 am. He asked me why I slept in my doters’ room, in my drowsy I answered I can’t sleep. Urgkkk.. I shud answer "U asked me too".. or I shud say "I can’t sleep when I hear U talking in your sleep".. ha ha..

Frankly, I heard him talking in his sleep last night. I heard him say, "one round"… that word makes me curious.. What is the "one round ?" Do he dream running over a field, and tell his buddy to run another round. Or do he dream making love to me or someone else, and asking for another round.. Oooo.. M curious.. curiouss.. !! especially when nowadays I senses something. Or is it, it just my bad feeling ? Ohh please, I dunno what is it.. hellpppp !!!!

~ Phlox A Journey, until she stops somewhere...

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Are U Happy.. ??

Dun really know how to answer this question, as I can’t really give the correct and perfect answer.

~ If U ask me whether I happy at work ? then my answer wud be NO
~ If U ask me whether I happy with my pay ? of course my answer wud also be NO
~ If U ask me whether I happy with my home ? my answer wud be, NOT TOO happy
~ If U ask me whether I happy with my marriage ? my answer wud YES and NO


So.. ? Do U think M happy..??? Only God knows..

~ Phlox A Journey, until she stop somewhere...

Good Bye 2006, Welcome 2007

Thou now we’re in our 3rd week in year 2007, I juz hope not too late for me to welcome 2007 and say good bye to 2006. For me, there were a very 365 days in 2006 which full of dramas. There were my happiness and so are my sorrows in my life that year. Be it in my personal life, marriage even to my career. Life is always full with ups and down.. Therefore, I always look forward for 2007 hoping it for a brighter life. M hoping this year, my luck wud be better and improving. I look forward for happiness, more love, more money, happy marriage & happy working environment.

But still after 18 days step forward to year 2007, there are still days filled with sorrow. Example today, I get my increment letter and figure shown there – only additional RM 145.00, as expected. And don’t ever dream for any promotion though I can see clearly, the cronies jumps two step further even they not even have a full SPM qualification.. On the love lines, I think had these tensed relationship every now and then. May be M too demanding for wanting his attention and time. But am I too much for for asking it, as we rarely talk more than 15 minutes daily.

Anyway as there is balance of 347 days in this 2007, M hoping dearly these will full of happiness as I juz one to forget all the sorrows..

May tomorrow the sun shines brighter…