M Real Odd Person :(

Ha.. ha …. that’s what I felt about myself. M the odd person, what do U think ?? I found out that recently I like to be alone (hey.. I’ve been in this room alone for past 10 years, yeah.. mind U), like to isolate myself from other officemates, except those ‘nyonyas’ in my dept. Eversince I work here, I have this attitude.. To me is, come to the office and do my daily tasks (errr.. (systt !!!) I’ll pick N choose who tasks I like to do keh keh..). Since my lunchmate resigned couple of months back, I no more go out for my lunch – I still did occasionally. I wud rather sit at my chair, glaring at the puter (not glare actually – either surfing or reading emails) or stitch a few Xs on my WIP cross stitch project. I still do keep in touch with few of my frenz (who did not working here) either via phone or ym or skype, juz to make sure that M not lost in this world hik hik..

As my mood slowly turn bad after I read that redesignation letter (not mine, other staff) I juz like to be alone. To spent my ½ hour or 40 mins driving back quietly, juz to clear up my mind. But hell.. all my plan has crashed out. An officemate skype me to ask whether I can give her a lift home.. errkk.. I hate this.. I hate this… !!!! I hate to give her a lift actually, but how M I to tell her that I don’t want to. I juz want to drive back alone, without her company. If she did not have transport back juz because her hubby has to work extra hours, that’s her own problem.. Not mine !! Why can’t she find her own solution, either stay back and wait for him, or juz drive his car back and pick him again afterwards. When I wuz not mobile, did not own a driving license & car, I do stay back alone in the office every time dear hubby got to work extra hours. I juz don’t like to interrupt other people schedule, so that I can get a ride home. I know ppl does not like other ppl to interrupt their own schedule.. as what I felt at the moment.

Hey… does that prove M the odd person.. ??? LOL.. driving back with company… urghhh !!! I have to be a pretender this evening…

~ Phlox A Journey, until she stop somwhere....