Hey.. I Got the Lowest Percentage !!!

I got my increment letter last week. Same goes to Ida. But Grace, Shirley & Angie hasn't get theirs until I wuz away on sick leave. Shirley called me while M at home. 'Dear Boss' has no choice but to bring up the their increment letters to their rooms. Initially we read that our 'Dear Boss' wanted us go down and collect our letters ourselves. But the girls are smarter, they don't mind getting their letters much later as we already know what to expect.. It will be within 4 to 5% only.

To my surprise, Grace are the superstar.. probably 'Dear Boss' like her new wavy curls and gave her 7%. Angie got 5%, Shirley has 4.7%, Ida shud be 4.2 or 4.5% as she didn't really happy with what she had. And his 'beloved secretary' being top of all.. only get 4.5% !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sad.. sad... after all I expected it already.. U juz wait 'Dear Boss' when I had my new appointment letter, I'll sure tell you that I deserved to earn more than what you think I deserve to earn. Hellooo... pleeasse... M a Diploma holder yeah, 'Dear Boss' !

Urgkkk... I hate these !!!!

~ Phlox A Journey, until she stops somwhere...

M Down !!!

Dunno why, today I feel very down.. probably bcoz M not too well these days. I wuz on MC for 2 days, having fever, running nose, headache & cough. The 2 days wuz spent either at my bed or at the sofa, lying down while watching the tv. A day b4 that, I spent my day with my elder & younger sisters gallavanting at 1-Utama, The Curve & Ikea.. ha ha.. probably age is catching up, after spending 6 hrs shopping I got this fever.. ha ha.. getting old.

I can’t slept last nite, not until 4 am. I’ve taken my medicines much earlier at 8 pm, so I guess I shud be snoozing at my bed by 10 pm. I didn’t expect I can’t sleep at all. I felt my head getting heavy, so I tried to sleep in my doters’ room after my younger doter sneaked on my bed. After much forcing, I managed to get a 2 hours sleep b4 dear darling wake me up at 6 am. He asked me why I slept in my doters’ room, in my drowsy I answered I can’t sleep. Urgkkk.. I shud answer "U asked me too".. or I shud say "I can’t sleep when I hear U talking in your sleep".. ha ha..

Frankly, I heard him talking in his sleep last night. I heard him say, "one round"… that word makes me curious.. What is the "one round ?" Do he dream running over a field, and tell his buddy to run another round. Or do he dream making love to me or someone else, and asking for another round.. Oooo.. M curious.. curiouss.. !! especially when nowadays I senses something. Or is it, it just my bad feeling ? Ohh please, I dunno what is it.. hellpppp !!!!

~ Phlox A Journey, until she stops somewhere...

Are U Happy.. ??

Dun really know how to answer this question, as I can’t really give the correct and perfect answer.

~ If U ask me whether I happy at work ? then my answer wud be NO
~ If U ask me whether I happy with my pay ? of course my answer wud also be NO
~ If U ask me whether I happy with my home ? my answer wud be, NOT TOO happy
~ If U ask me whether I happy with my marriage ? my answer wud YES and NO

So.. ? Do U think M happy..??? Only God knows..

~ Phlox A Journey, until she stop somewhere...

Good Bye 2006, Welcome 2007

Thou now we’re in our 3rd week in year 2007, I juz hope not too late for me to welcome 2007 and say good bye to 2006. For me, there were a very 365 days in 2006 which full of dramas. There were my happiness and so are my sorrows in my life that year. Be it in my personal life, marriage even to my career. Life is always full with ups and down.. Therefore, I always look forward for 2007 hoping it for a brighter life. M hoping this year, my luck wud be better and improving. I look forward for happiness, more love, more money, happy marriage & happy working environment.

But still after 18 days step forward to year 2007, there are still days filled with sorrow. Example today, I get my increment letter and figure shown there – only additional RM 145.00, as expected. And don’t ever dream for any promotion though I can see clearly, the cronies jumps two step further even they not even have a full SPM qualification.. On the love lines, I think had these tensed relationship every now and then. May be M too demanding for wanting his attention and time. But am I too much for for asking it, as we rarely talk more than 15 minutes daily.

Anyway as there is balance of 347 days in this 2007, M hoping dearly these will full of happiness as I juz one to forget all the sorrows..

May tomorrow the sun shines brighter…