Boring... My Life or Myself .. ????

I always feel boring in my life, in whatever M doing, in whoever my surrounding. But yet I dunno how to overcome this bore feeling. Or is it, I myself such a boring person.. ??? Probably ... the answer might be YES !!

- A boring Phlox in a boring world ...

What Does My Birth Date Mean ??

Your Birthdate: June 3

You are more than a big ball of energy - you are a big ball of hyper. You are always on the go, but you don't have a type a personality. Instead of channeling your energy into work, you instead go for fun and adventure. Witty and verbal, you can have an interesting conversation with anyone. Your strength: Your larger than life imagination Your weakness: You tend to be pretty scattered Your power color: Lime Your power symbol: Lightening bolt Your power month: March

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

M the Rain...

huh.. M the rain.. can be calm & sexy... I got this from Harsha's blog.

You Are Rain

You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming.Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you. You are best known for: your touch Your dominant state: changing

What Type of Weather Are You?

It's My Birthday ....

It’s My Birthday… !!!!M still in my bed when I heard SMS coming in. It was from my younger sister who wish me happy birthday in very early morning. Wow.. I smiled & it has made my day.. Soon after, my house phone rang.. This time it’s my mom, purposely called juz to wish me Happy Birthday.. Thanks Mom for your wish & for bring me over to this wonderful world. And Dad called me half an hour later, with the same purpose.. I guess Dad has never failed to remember my birthday every year.. and I knew, I have a special place in his heart from the beginning.

DH wuz teasing me, saying that this year I wake up in early hours and everybody is wishing me happy wonderful birthday.. Yeahh.. infact it is a very wonderful birthday this year. When DH whisper me his wishes, I did ask him what he get for me. He ask what I want & I answered that I want a brand new car.. LOL !!! Very naughty me hik hik.. He took something from the closet, a small paper bag.. and WOW !!!! Guess what, I get a pair of earings from him. Love you dear, thanks for the gift.

We decided to bring the kids to watch the movie – Over The Hedge, which later followed with lunch. The kids enjoyed the movie so much that they ask us to bring to watch another movie next week. I guess the kids are addicted to the cinema now !! We reached home quite late, almost 5 pm. By then, everybody wuz tired. But the birthday gal still energetic. I bake a chocolate cake, from the ready-made cake mixture of course. As usual, the kids are more than happy with whatever I bake for them.

Initially we thought of having a BBQ dinner at our patio, but we ended up having steamboat dinner at your dining hall.On the stashing part, I ordered a few San Man Originals charts and they have arrived safely. I also treat myself by buying the Joan Elliot Sentiments & Sayings..

Overall, I shall say this is one of the most memorable birthday I had. Thanks to every body for the birthday wishes.. To Mom, Dad & dear Hubby.. I love you the most..

American Idol.. Taylor ??? Kate ????

As expected, Elliot is vote out this week. So we shall see Taylor & Kate make their way to the final. So who do U think will be the next American Idol ?? I wud vote for Taylor..

~ Phlox A Journey, until she stop somwhere...

M Real Odd Person :(

Ha.. ha …. that’s what I felt about myself. M the odd person, what do U think ?? I found out that recently I like to be alone (hey.. I’ve been in this room alone for past 10 years, yeah.. mind U), like to isolate myself from other officemates, except those ‘nyonyas’ in my dept. Eversince I work here, I have this attitude.. To me is, come to the office and do my daily tasks (errr.. (systt !!!) I’ll pick N choose who tasks I like to do keh keh..). Since my lunchmate resigned couple of months back, I no more go out for my lunch – I still did occasionally. I wud rather sit at my chair, glaring at the puter (not glare actually – either surfing or reading emails) or stitch a few Xs on my WIP cross stitch project. I still do keep in touch with few of my frenz (who did not working here) either via phone or ym or skype, juz to make sure that M not lost in this world hik hik..

As my mood slowly turn bad after I read that redesignation letter (not mine, other staff) I juz like to be alone. To spent my ½ hour or 40 mins driving back quietly, juz to clear up my mind. But hell.. all my plan has crashed out. An officemate skype me to ask whether I can give her a lift home.. errkk.. I hate this.. I hate this… !!!! I hate to give her a lift actually, but how M I to tell her that I don’t want to. I juz want to drive back alone, without her company. If she did not have transport back juz because her hubby has to work extra hours, that’s her own problem.. Not mine !! Why can’t she find her own solution, either stay back and wait for him, or juz drive his car back and pick him again afterwards. When I wuz not mobile, did not own a driving license & car, I do stay back alone in the office every time dear hubby got to work extra hours. I juz don’t like to interrupt other people schedule, so that I can get a ride home. I know ppl does not like other ppl to interrupt their own schedule.. as what I felt at the moment.

Hey… does that prove M the odd person.. ??? LOL.. driving back with company… urghhh !!! I have to be a pretender this evening…

~ Phlox A Journey, until she stop somwhere....

Feel Sad Again …..

I think my sad feeling will never end, probably until I find what I want. I started when I saw this redesignation letter one of our staff. I knew about this long before, lucky it’s not from my own department. I only realised her new salary now has reached 3K. OMG!!!! She’s only few hundreds behind me !! She did not have a Diploma, and now she’s following my salary closely. Imagine for 10 years here, there’s no promotion for me. The yearly increment that I got only for not more than RM 150, never get any merit increment only once.. which has created a real havoc in my department, as why M the only one who get it not the others..
Errmm.. what’s my next step ??? Hunting for job again ??? Well shall do some input on job hunting in my next write up.

~ Phlox A Journey, until she stop somwhere...